Today....

Life is full of surprises, Ah! Why Me? Why it happens to me Mahadev? Am I your favorite child that you take test every time. This time, I will not let you win, I will win this time. Just see”.... Sitting in front of the God, tears rolled from Asha’s eyes and she brought all her frustrations out in one breathe.

Asha, Asha opened the door? I need to take my clothes... Asha’s Father banged the door from the other side.

Hearing the voice of her father she quickly rub her tears and quickly fix her emotions and opened the door with a big smile.

A few years back......

Asha and Rohit were school friends. They shared a great bonding, but with age and time they were separated and living their own life in their own world. Asha fell in love with Rohit slowly, when and where she herself dont know? But, she confessed her love to him. It was a teenage love, and hardly any teenage love get successful so as same with Asha. Rohit did not Say Yes nor NO and then the friendship remain silent for years.

In between, Asha’s life was full of tides and waves and she surpassed all these challenges in life.

Today.....

What happen? Why are you not ready? “Larke wale ane wale hai” go and get ready....Asha’s mother sounded excited. Asha’s marriage is going to fix with Sanjay and entire family was happy. Why not? Asha choose Sanjay as her life partner after all.

It is a great day for me, but I am not happy. Why?Asha looked at the mirror and asked herself while getting ready. Sanjay is such a nice guy, he has a nice job, own house. Then?.... (she lost in her thoughts)

A few months back....

While at office, Asha receives a pop-up in her Messenger:

“Hi”....

She checked the Messenger box and her eyes became big with a small smile at the corner of her lips.

Rohit!!!! She exclaimed and immediately respond to the Text. Then a few minutes chat started up with long hours talk suddenly. She was happy and at the same time Sanjay was there in her life.

Talks and talks and Talks bring all the childhood memories back. She was happy like never before. What about Sanjay? Should I say to him? But, Why? I am not cheating on him... Rohit is only my good friend now.

How are you? Asha asked

How are you? Rohit asked

Asha confirmed- Fine. Its been 7 years and you are a famous businessman now.” Finally, Rohit and Asha met each other over a lunch and it was the most sweetest lunch ever for Asha. Her smile was so pure actually her love for Rohit was so pure.

Next Day, Asha was at her office when Rohit called her. After a few words, Rohit said “I am settled now, can we be together again”.  “Will you accept me as your would be husband”? Asha was shocked and silent.

She cried, she cried, she cried a lot..... That evening

Her love was calling. But, Sanjay what about him? He is a nice guy and will keep me happy.  She was lying to her heart, she was lying to her mind. But she cannot lie her own eyes...

Are you ready? The boy’s family arrived. Open the door.... Asha’s mother knocked the door and she was back from her thoughts.

She opened the door and like all Indian mothers, her mother also kissed her forehead as said “beautiful”.

The phone rang, it was Rohit calling..... and Sanjay in the next room......

What will she do? Will she listen to her heart? Will she think of those years when Rohit left her even left their friendship? What about Sanjay? How will he react after he will notice anything wrong with Asha?

Readers, what do you think? Please share your valuable thoughts......

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I was 19 years old then with full of dreams, chirpy life and great parents as my support system. I was in college and away from parents. I had only my friends around to stay with, to eat with, and to share teenage experiences with. Life was so good (oh!I thought in that way though)

That was an age where you made mistakes and later on you regret even. I am that lucky one who made mistakes and regretted very badly. There is a poverb “A friend in need is a friend indeed” and the biggest mistake I made is to trust an unworthy friend. Sometimes, I think,if I could have made another decision and not to trust that friend, then life would have been so different now. But, what’s there in your destiny, is going to happen in any ways.

I was young that time, don’t know how to handle but slowly I learned certain things from my regrets:

A big lesson- Mistakes and regrets go hand in hand. Those mistakes give you a big lesson in life. You will become more conscious and you will judge each person before you get attach emotionally. Comprise with emotion will only suppress you and make you more depressed So, this lesson will broaden your perspective about people around you.

Sense negative ambiance- Your one regret makes you more strong and you will look for more positive things in life and drive your life towards a happy life. Your experience will help you sense any negative things that going to happen either to you or your close ones. May be you can call it “Six Sense”.

Time needs “Time” to Heal- It is a matter of time and in future you will give more Time to “Time” to heal certain things that is not in your control may be in professional life or in personal life.

Positive feeling- Man cannot stay away from making mistake and even if you make mistake in future, then you will not regret anymore rather you will either tackle the situation or person differently or completely cut off from the bad influence. The choice is yours!

You will find your own survival- You will become more independent in your ideas, thoughts and lifestyle. In a way, you will find your survival strategies in this Earth and let not other bad actions and bad mouth affects you at all.

Next Time, you make any mistake do not regret “why you did this?” Rather choose a positive path.

Did you make mistake? What have you learnt from your mistakes? Share your thoughts with me.

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