What happened to me at night? I do not know. Was I very stressed? I saw dreams at night, but this is really unusual that happened to me last night. Was it Sleep Paralysis? Or is it true that some demons at night attack your soul when you sleep on your back?

Strangely, I woke up fresh in the morning, had my bulletproof coffee, did all my household chores, went to office and still I am not feeling any tiredness.

Then, what was it? Did you encounter with this kind of incident at night? What was your reaction? Please share with me. I would love to know your thoughts.

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You were always good to me, but I, I am and I was very passionate to try new things in life. In due course, I tried to hurt parents (it was not my genuine intention) for friends, stupid so called love, and dreams and aspirations. And see, you taught a good lesson to me. I was betrayed and today I repent, I do not have the power to go back and fix things. Still, my parents loved me, hold me tight when I broke completely. Even, I ate up my career because of one mistake of choosing a wrong person and wrong friends. But, that is life and destiny, it was pre-decided.

Then, I did not understand my parents were my pillars. Now, I Thank You Zindagi, for giving such positive parents. Still, there is a secret Zindagi that you know and that I cannot share even with my parents. I rose from my ashes, but I am still hurt, very hurt, deep cuts inside and everyday it bleeds. But, I smile, laugh, dance to myself so that nobody can see the pain. Zindagi, now you gave me the power to find out liars, selfish people, I have a blunt mouth now against all stupid communication, illogical ideas. Trust to others becomes a big question. My passion now becomes double with my maturity and pain I got from fake people around.

Some says, I am bad, I talk rude actually I being brutally honest to them. You know Zindagi, people cannot take honesty that is why; some people played with my innocence and left me suffered badly because I honestly trust them then. Pity Me! (Smiling on my stupid innocence). I never asked bad wishes for other and my only fault was I trust people too honestly.

No more... I am different, I know, people never want different people, they want an individual within set format. I pity on them now! You made me strong Zindagi and now, I understood, you made me suffered to understand that people around Me is not like Me (emotional, happy and want to live in the moment). People are calculative, dual faces, and always have purpose behind). My parents can only love me unconditional. Zindagi, today, I am unconditional for my parents, but for others you made me conditional. Sometimes, I look into the mirror, I find myself as a coconut. Strong outside, once broken, soft and emotional inside. But now, one has to go really deep to bring the real ME like someone separate coconut from its shell. You know what, the funny part is, no one has time to do that! (Tears rolled with a smile on my face right now!) Oh God!

Every day, I am on a new challenge and I promise to you Life-till my death I will be more challenging to face cruel people of this beautiful world.  Love You Zindagi, I am alone, but I am very happy with some broken pieces.

Till then, love my craziness and give me strength.

Yours and only yours

Dipannita...muaaaahhhh

“I am writing a letter to life for the #DearZindagi activity at BlogAdda“.

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What I learnt from the Episode? Here goes:

1) SRK-Alia- A generation apart with no generation gap. That’s Life. Where the elder one is still learning from older generation and older generation is awestruck with the vibe of elder generation. It is not about only learning from elders, it is an age where we can learn from older ones too. This transition is very doldrum if one cannot balance properly. It is a give and take relationship that we common people should implement in our daily lives. Yes, elders are experienced and become the guide of the older ones, but older ones at the same time is acknowledged more with fast life, new changes. Respect is very much important for each other generation and not to have only one-way.

2) Too good to be too soon- This is a phrase that SRK used for Alia Bhat. No doubt, she is a good and one of the finest actors of this generation. Since her first film, you get to see her in different Avatars in each film with a new spark. She hardly saw any failure at the age of 23. So, “Too good to be too soon” can be risky too. Coming to common people life, this phrase has a deep meaning. If you do not taste the failure, you will not understand the meaning of success.

You need to fail to achieve success. (University speech of SRK). Rising up and up life’s graph will make you happy for sure, but, what if any competitor comes and hit your rising graph. Can you sustain? No, because then comes ego, selfishness, revenge and frustration and overall negativity. So, rise-fail-rise graph always motivates you, gives you to develop the courage in you and make you mature with experience. It happens with SRK, Amitabh Bachchan and to many and that’s why; they still survive in 2016 with double the energy.

3) Demotional- Shahrukh Khan used this word “Demotional” and to him, it is Detached+Emotional i.e. Demotional. Well, this word is true in today’s generation and to me too (zodiac nature you know, actually I and SRK shares the same zodiac). Now, the question is how one can be emotional while detached? Well, you can if you are true Scorpio or you understands today’s scenario. We are emotionally attached to our family, friends and people whom we love to the core and there is no second thought in that. But, at the same time, we are detached from present world only to be with our emotions, dreams, thoughts and activities. Humlog iss duniya mein hain, phir bhi nehi hain. (We are here at one place, but we are not here at one place in real sense.) You may call us MAD, we call it Activeness because of water element in us. We easily flow through from one place to another and one can only wipe us and cannot stop us till we die... Hah!

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